Tonight I got a message from Royla's mom. She's moving & can't keep her, want's to know if I "want her back". What the hell am I supposed to say?!? We do not have room in our home for another cat, but I'll be damned (Mom I'm sorry, but I can't bring myself to use heck & darn right now) if I'll let her go to a shelter & be euthanized. She is a good cat who never asked more from the world than a safe place to sleep and someone to love. I've done my best for her twice now and apparently failed. These people BEGGED me to let them have her when I wasn't sure I wanted to let her go. Now they're giving her till April 1st.
It is just SO depressing. I'm MAD, and heart broken, and I don't know what to do other than try to inspire this person to find some kind of solution and offer to be the last ditch option even though I know it's gonna be a mess if I do. I can NOT condemn her, it's just not in me, and despite letting her go to what I thought was a secure home I still LOVE her.
Don't know what to do, I'm physically sick about this one.
~m
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